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Thursday, June 19, 2008
why shld u feel angsty and upset when its not even urs to begin with?

harsh but true.
glanced at the mirror at 10:44 AM
moving on does not mean having to accept u as a fren.

i dun wish to be reminded how ugly a person u can be.
glanced at the mirror at 10:35 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
random ramblings
- i love my sister. i think i am close to my sister although i do not tell her about my personal problems. well rarely. but im veri dependent on her. her opinions matter alot to me. esp when it comes to clothes. hah. and i really doubt i can live without her. but stimes, she can really drive me farking crazy. she can be so selfish and stingy tat stimes i just wanna *******. why is it so hard to borrow a bag when its clearly sitting at the corner collecting dust?! why must there be such a defining line drawn between our things? i dun get it. i know stimes im like tat too and tats becoz i want u to feel how sucky it feels to be treated the exact same way. i really hate it to be at the receiving end. like wtf.

- i do not like to be linked (romantically) with people tat im clearly nt romantically interested in. although i do not show it, it gets really awkward and i dun like it.

- i do not like how hierarchical structured my company is. how some snrs like to show their superiority to the assistants. i wish to work in an environment in which everyone's like a family and is not so structured and i would know all the colleagues. coz currently, i duno more than half the pple sitting around me. which is really sad.

- i wish i know what i wanna do.

- stimes i feel really stupid coz i duno wat my frens are talking abt. and it doesnt really help being scolded by them even if they're just joking.

- i dun have many close girl friends. girls can be really quite bitchy stimes. even to their own close frens and i cant stand it. i admit i do tat stimes but when i think abt it, somehow it makes all the frenships look rather superficial. do i sound like a guy?? hah. im really thankful for having jane and vim in my life.

- i find it very hard to open up to people.

- does buying branded bags make me materialistic?

- i am very conscious of wat pple think of me.

- i am more tolerant towards my frens than my own family.

- stimes im really rude to my family.

- stimes i picture my wedding... and wonder if i can have both bridesmaid and best men.

- i dun get irritated by frens easily, but when i say i am irritated, i really mean it.

- i think i have alot of superficial friendships.

- its quite upsetting when i think of some of the friendships i've forged in the past have become so shallow now. i hope this does not happen to the people i hang out with right now. coz these are the pple i call my brothers and sisters.

- i do not like my ex-boyfriends. i duno if i hate them. i may have gotten past whatever has happened but i canot forget them.

- two most loved but only loved by one.

- i know i shld get over u but i cant. and i duno if i want to.
glanced at the mirror at 4:19 PM
yup u got it right.... im bored at work. for the first time i can actually charge my time to "unassigned". dun worry if u dun get it.
just got back frm my europe trip last weekend. it was great! took tonnes of photos... if u wanna see them, they're already up in facebook.
so thankful to have jiaxing and zhixiong on this trip with me. duno wat i'd do without them. cant wait for ah tan to be back!
Amsterdam
surprisingly, we did no sight-seeing.. except maybe for the red light district. my ever first experience with the "fish tank". hot girls in lingerie, staying on the other side of the glass door. go right up to the girl u're interested in and negotiate the price, and viola! u're in and the curtains come down.

other than tat, i think i had the happiest time of my life when i was in amsterdam. but the details shall not be mentioned. just know tat i spoke no english throughout the 4 hrs of my life. =p

Vienna
wat i remembered abt Vienna is the yummy sausage, the garden and the palace at schonbruun and stephan's dome (above).. oh ya and the man u vs chelsea match which we caught at one of the pubs. the atmosphere was really good, with all the cute angmohs. hahaha.
Milan
high-end shopping haven. no gucci no go home. hahaha. smart-suited italians. floppy blond hair. handsome model-looking gay (WASTED!). beautiful beautiful people all around.

Venice
taxi boat, police boat, gondole, balcony with beautiful flower pots just like in the movies. i even waved to an old lady by the window! so cute. beautiful weather too. oh and i spotted 2 of the 3 cutest babies tat i saw throughout the trip. u'll know wat i mean after u see the pics.

Rome
the most beautiful place ever. breath-taking sights. enuff said. oh and cute baby no. 3!
Paris this might come as a shock to many of u, but paris is the worst of all the places i've been to during this trip. its dirty and smelt of pee everywhere we go. i've witnessed pick-pocketing on the very first night i reached there. so paris is booooooooo. but i've to admit Eiffel Tower was really incredible.

London

despite the gloomy weather for some of the days in london, i totally enjoyed myself! mainly becoz i spent a week there and i could really take my time to appreciate its beauty and of coz the SHOPPING! totally conquered by H&M. i love.

finally. after 5 hrs, i think this entry pretty much sums up the whole of my europe trip. indeed an unforgettable experience and i cant wait for the next trip to other parts of europe! love love. :)
glanced at the mirror at 10:50 AM